I have been married for 12 years. 4 years ago I asked my husband to move out. I have not been happy and still not happy. He didn’t move out and things have stayed the same. I had told him my concerns. After a while, I met someone and started a friendship. And after a couple of years it had developed into something else. My husband still doesn’t know. Sometimes I think how could he not pay attention to me to not notice the changes. It kills me to think of how far I have come. I long to be the person that I was and have the blessings of the church gives me. I never wanted to hurt my family. I am so happy with my friend. I would sacrifice that to be able to have this eternal family even though I don’t connect with my husband. When I go to the bishop to repent, will he tell my husband? Will I be giving up my soulmate, just to loose my family too? Someone please help me.