I know this probably sounds like a joke, something offensive or just plain peculiar, but to me it is genuinely only the latter, plus I have been trying to find some way to ask a question, since that is the only way another Mormon will speak to me, particularly online.
Every time I think the words, think about saying the words, say the words or hear the words, “Jesus Christ”, I feel shame and anxiety because I get a feeling of these words being used as swear words, or, as expletives to express frustration or anger, over little things, big things or against me for something someone thinks I did or a personal attack. How can I overcome this?
Please don’t share my email with missionaries. If they wanted or needed to talk to me in the past 15 years they would have. I am happy to just keep waiting until they come to me and show that they care. Last time they came to my door, my wife turned them away, regretfully to me, but I guess it just wasn’t time.
Praise be to all missionaries out in the field at this time. I wish them good health and may the spirit be with them.