I have been inactive for about 5 years, my wife and I went inactive and everything has been great for a long time. We are now thinking about having kids and my wife decided she wants to raise them in the church; thusly re-activating ourselves Is necessary. I’m honestly scared to go back to church because I don’t want to feel like a disappointment to anyone for having left. I also don’t know what I should expect trying to go back. Having not followed the rules for so long I’m scared of the consequences should I go back.
I also kind of want to talk to the missionaries to figure All that out, but having served a mission a long time ago I know that I should know all the answers and I don’t want to waste their time or bother them, especially since Im not even sure I want to go back, what is your honest opinion on that? Thanks for taking your time for me!